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The Strange In-Between Stage of Becoming a Mother
A reflection from the therapy room.
There's a moment in early motherhood that nobody really prepares you for. It's not the sleepless nights, the feeding struggles, or the hormonal shifts — though those are real and hard in their own right. It's something quieter. Harder to name.
It's the strange, disorienting feeling of being caught between who you were and who you're becoming.
You look in the mirror and the person staring back feels both familiar and foreign. You love your baby — deeply, fiercely — but you also miss the version of yourself who could finish a thought, take a shower without rushing, or sit in silence without guilt.
This is the in-between. And it's one of the least talked-about stages of becoming a mother.
What the In-Between Actually Feels Like
The in-between doesn't always look like sadness. Sometimes it shows up as restlessness — a feeling that something is off, but you can't quite put your finger on what. Other times it feels like grief, even though nothing has technically been lost.
You might find yourself mourning your old routines, your old body, your old relationship dynamic — while simultaneously feeling guilty for mourning any of it. After all, you have a beautiful, healthy baby. You're supposed to be happy.
But emotions don't follow "supposed to." And the in-between stage is proof of that.
Why This Stage Can Feel So Isolating
Everyone asks about the baby. How's the baby sleeping? How's the baby eating? Is the baby meeting milestones?
But nobody asks: How are you adjusting to not recognizing your own life?
Motherhood is often presented as a natural transition where everything clicks into place. But the reality is far messier. Your identity is shifting in real time, and the world around you hasn't paused to acknowledge that.
The Quiet Work of Becoming
The in-between is not a stage to rush through. It's not a problem to solve. It's a process of becoming — and becoming takes time.
That's an enormous amount of change happening all at once. Of course it feels disorienting. Of course it feels heavy. That's not weakness — that's an appropriate response to a profound life transformation.
What Helps During the In-Between
Simply acknowledging "I'm in a transition and it's hard" can be incredibly validating.
Finding one person — a friend, a therapist, a support group — where you can say "I love my baby and I also miss my old life" without being judged.
You don't need to have it figured out. You just need to get through today — and that's enough.
If the in-between deepens into persistent sadness, anxiety, or disconnection from your baby — that's a signal to reach out. There's no threshold you need to hit before you "deserve" help.
I see this in-between stage in almost every new mother who walks into my office. If you're in it right now: you're not broken. You're not failing. You're becoming.
If anything here resonated, I invite you to start a conversation.
Schedule Your Free ConsultationWhy Couples Often Struggle After Having a Baby
A reflection from the therapy room.
They sat across from me on my office couch, both looking tired in the way many new parents do. Their baby was a few months old. What brought them into therapy wasn't a single event — it was the growing tension they could both feel in their relationship.
"We keep fighting," she said quietly.
Her partner nodded. "We used to get along so well. Now everything turns into an argument."
What they were experiencing is something many couples face during the transition into parenthood. But few people are prepared for it.
When the Relationship Shifts
Before a baby arrives, couples usually have more time and emotional energy to focus on each other. With the baby's birth, most of that attention naturally shifts toward caring for the child.
Sleep deprivation, new responsibilities, and the emotional intensity of caring for a newborn can place stress on even the strongest relationships. Couples who were once deeply connected may suddenly find themselves feeling isolated, misunderstood, or distant.
Why Conflict Often Increases
Lack of sleep affects patience, emotional regulation, and communication. When both partners are depleted, even small frustrations can feel magnified.
Many couples enter parenthood with different assumptions about responsibilities and roles. When these aren't discussed openly, resentment builds.
New mothers often feel overwhelmed. Partners may feel unsure how to help or feel pushed aside. Both begin to feel unappreciated.
Simple moments — conversations, shared meals, quiet time together — become harder to find during early parenthood.
What Many Couples Don't Realize
Struggling during this stage does not mean the relationship is failing. For many couples, the first year after having a baby is one of the most significant adjustments their relationship will experience. The conflict is not a sign of failure — it's part of a reorganizing process.
Supporting the Relationship
- Expressing appreciation for each other's efforts
- Communicating needs more openly
- Remembering that both partners are adjusting
- Creating small moments of connection where possible
You don't need to wait until things are in crisis. Early support can make a significant difference in how couples navigate this transition.
As a Gottman Method trained therapist, I specialize in helping couples navigate exactly this.
Schedule Your Free ConsultationWhy Do I Feel So Overwhelmed After Having a Baby?
A reflection from the therapy room.
During a recent session, a new mother sat on the couch gently rocking her baby in a carrier. Her eyes looked tired — not just from lack of sleep, but from the emotional weight of caring for another human around the clock.
After a few moments she sighed and said something many mothers eventually say:
"I thought I would feel happier than this. I love my baby so much... but I feel overwhelmed all the time."
Her words were not about a lack of love. They were about the reality of becoming responsible for a tiny human while her entire life, routine, and identity had suddenly changed.
The Hidden Weight of New Motherhood
When a baby arrives, life shifts in ways that are difficult to fully understand until you are living them. Suddenly, a mother is responsible for feeding and soothing a newborn, functioning on very little sleep, recovering physically from pregnancy and birth, managing a household, navigating changes in her relationship, and adjusting to a completely new identity.
It is not simply a new role — it is a profound shift in existence.
Why Overwhelm Is So Common
When rest becomes fragmented for weeks or months, the nervous system can begin to feel constantly overloaded.
The invisible responsibility of anticipating and managing everything — from sleep schedules to feeding times to the next task that needs attention.
Society portrays motherhood as purely joyful, leaving little room for the complexity of emotions that actually exist.
The person you were before and the mother you are becoming are trying to coexist — and that adjustment can feel like losing ground on something important.
The Emotional Transition Into Motherhood
Many women quietly wonder if they will ever feel like themselves again, why everything feels so much harder than expected, and whether they are the only ones struggling.
These questions are not signs of weakness — they are part of navigating one of the most significant identity shifts a person can experience.
When Support Can Help
- Process the emotional changes of this transition
- Develop tools to manage overwhelm
- Reconnect with yourself beyond motherhood
- Strengthen communication with your partner
Feeling overwhelmed does not make someone a bad mother. It often means a nervous system is overtaxed, sleep-deprived, or navigating one of the biggest identity shifts a person will ever experience.
Support is available. You do not have to go through this alone.
Schedule Your Free ConsultationWhy No One Talks About Postpartum Rage
A reflection from the therapy room.
When the session began, the new mom was gently rocking her baby in a carrier beside her. The house was quiet — peaceful, but fragile, as if any small noise might wake the baby.
For the first few minutes she talked about the things many new mothers talk about — sleep schedules, feeding struggles, trying to figure out a rhythm.
Then she paused. Her voice softened and she said something she hadn't told anyone else:
"Sometimes I feel so angry I scare myself."
She quickly followed it with: "I love my baby more than anything... but I don't recognize myself."
What Postpartum Rage Actually Looks Like
The anger wasn't directed at her baby. It showed up in small moments — snapping at her partner, feeling irritated by the sound of the baby crying, feeling overwhelmed by the constant demands.
And the hardest part wasn't the anger itself. It was the shame. Because we don't talk about this part of motherhood.
Postpartum rage is far more common than most people realize. It might look like:
- Snapping at your partner over small things
- Feeling overwhelmingly frustrated or on edge
- Sudden bursts of anger that surprise even you
- Emotional reactions that feel out of proportion
- Feeling constantly irritable or angry
Why This Happens
When a mother is severely sleep-deprived, her nervous system is under constant stress. Even small challenges can feel overwhelming.
The dramatic hormonal changes after birth can have a powerful effect on mood and emotional regulation.
Suddenly responsible for nearly everything related to the baby while also managing household responsibilities, recovering from birth, and meeting everyone's expectations.
The person you were before and the mother you are becoming are trying to coexist — and that adjustment can feel like losing ground.
Why Mothers Feel So Much Shame About This
Anger doesn't fit the cultural image of the "happy new mother." Because of that, many women believe something must be wrong with them. Instead of talking about it, they hold it inside.
The anger is a signal — a signal from her nervous system that something needs attention, care, and support. Not more self-criticism or quiet suffering.
When It Might Be Time to Seek Support
- Recognize and name overwhelming emotions
- Understand what your body and mind are going through
- Rebuild connection with yourself
- Strengthen communication with your partner
No mother should feel like she has to navigate this chapter alone. Feeling overwhelmed does not make someone a bad mother. It means a nervous system needs support.
If you are navigating postpartum emotions that feel unfamiliar or overwhelming, support is available.
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